I'm A Happy Man

I'm a happy man. A certain someone revealed their true colors to me. It was what I suspected all along but without proof what can you say? I still got love for this person just not like I had. It's a sad thing because I care about them. It makes me happy though because it has made it easier for me to get over. Thank god. I mean, I wasn't even acting like myself it had me so messed up. That's just silly. I have a feeling that it will continue to happen with them. I don't mean to sound like i'm dissing this person i'm just telling what I feel in my heart. That person knows that i didn't want it to be this way. I said some really hateful things on the phone to them but I was angry. You should never speak from anger. Wait until you cool off. My point is though, I actually meant one or two of those things. I was getting no respect and getting ridiculed but it's all good because that showed me how they really felt. They were conspiring on me with someone else even. So much for loving me and being a friend first. Like i said though, I still care about them even though I was being treated so wrongfully. That's just me though. I don't hold grudges and I accept apologies unlike some childish people. Today has been a great day. I feel like myself again and my heart no longer hurts. I've moved on to greener pastures and more trustworthy people. I still consider this person a friend and would still do anything for them. I would still put my own problems on the back burner for them. I feel good about that too. I believe in Karma and if you continue to lie and treat people badly even though you may be doing great in life now, things will eventually come crashing down. That's just the way things work. It's crazy how I still can accept bending over backwards for people even knowing they wouldn't do the same for me. I just want what goes around to come around. Just remember that please. Remember the golden rule. But do not only do onto others as they would do to you, do onto others better than they do you. It's 2010...time to be better and time to do better. just trying to do my part to make the world a better place. I love y'all.